You did something wrong. It could ruin your life. Especially when you are a person who is very emotional, a dweller of the past. It ruins relatioships.
You did tell the truth which hurt both sides of the track. Guilty of impulsiveness. Not thinking. It led you to go back in time again. Back to the days when you are a nobody. And nobody knows who you are. Alone. Nothing. Just a shadow in a corner. Even those who should know you do not really know things about you. Well maybe you do not know that they know.
What will you do now? He knows you. He knows things that others do not know about you. But how come there is nothing in between. You tell yourself that there is but are you sure? No.
You wanted to be free of the world. How to be free? Go in solitude? Bask in the deep forest to find the light? Read on. Just continue to read on. And talk in the depths of your mind. The deepest and most unknown ends of your thoughts. Let be known though it had always been.
You isolate yourself. Still going back. It's difficult to unlock this door when it has been closed from beginning. Or am i just believing at the thought that it's difficult?
I declare to You that this door be opened! Accept the trials and blessings prepared. Come in to me and rule my mind that I will not think of worldly things and events but I will have peace in You which You have given me.
Exempt me of the world that I may start over with You. Let You be my thoughts. Let You be my actions. Let You be my heart. Let You be my own Lord and Saviour. Amen.
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